Friday, March 25, 2016

So... Undertale.

I finished Undertale today. And World Trigger. And Skullkickers, a while ago.
Yeah. I had wanted to play Undertale for a while.
My sister made me start a few days ago.
It's pretty darn great.
...
Also, I can't speak much in one line.
These text boxes are small.
...
It's a strange feeling.
The feeling of being done with something you love.
Reminds me of when Summer was over.
You feel like you've lost something.
Even though you haven't.
And you feel like you've won something.
Because you have.
And a part of you wants to do it again.
And a part of you wants to stay like this.
And a part of you wants to shout it's name from the rooftops.
And a part of you wants everyone to find it for themselves.
And there is also a small, tiny part of you...
whose heart is broken...
because nobody will ever, ever do it the way you did it.
Or feel it the way you felt it.
Ever.
Again.
Or maybe that's just me.
...
And there is another part of you.
And another.
Almost as if you're a complex human being.
And you feel alive.
So alive that you feel like dying.
So alive that you feel like living.
And then, if you're me, you try to capture that feeling by writing it down and it doesn't really work but it's fine because you can't really write any of it down in a way that does justice to it because it's a feeling, and feelings just don't work that way.
...
But, no matter what you feel.
It's still over.
You won. Or something.
And now...
there is nothing left to do.
...
Heh.
Ah, who am I kidding?
There's everything left to do!
All good things come to an end.
Because they have to make room for BETTER THINGS!
There are still other games.
Other comics.
Heck, World Trigger isn't even really over, there's a new one every Saturday!
There's still so much to do.
And so much to see.
And... looking into the future spreading out ahead of you...
It fills you with DETERMINATION!

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